Not too Proud to apologize

Some may view me as a proud and arrogant person, not to mention my explosive emotions and agitations when major issues arise. I don't want to blame it on my genes or hormones and I do admit I'm not the easiest person to live or work with when you delay your deadlines on me.

At times, I do think I have high pitch voice, specially when I'm arguing over simple logics people can't seem to understand. It's ok to ambush me and go straight to my boss about my attitude cos AM I BOVVERED?

You'll love me if you work under me.

You'll love me if you work alongside with me.

You'll love me if you work for me.

You'll love to hate me if you work against me.

It's comical when my boss was explaining after I grilled him whether I was being complained. He would never have brought it up at the first place. I expected that and when he tried to make it sound as if it's not an issue at all, he looked so cute. Really Mr Bean-like. The best part was his reaction after I told him that I apologized before she could complain me. Who would have thought a confident person like me would say sorry to anyone, specially when it wasn't even my mistake.

• I don't have to apologize to any bloody tart over an issue which could be avoided which I had the authority to demand a corrective action for.
• I don't have to apologize for being protective/defensive over people reporting to me.
• I don't have to apologize for anything I had correctly pointed out, even if I were to scream my lungs out in order to get the FACT across.
• I don't have to apologize when I already helped to cover things up for you uncountable times and demand a more solid resolution NOW.
• I don't need to apologize shit to nobody but I bloody did.

Not because I wanted to be diplomatic. Not because I worry how people would perceive of me. Not because I don't want to be hated. I AM JUST NOT FU*CKIN BOVVERED.

I did it because at the end of the day, the issues related to work are not worth falling out over, PERIOD.

Outside work, I treat every work related conflict as negligible.

Maybe that's why I'm still cute and likeable in the office.

Between friendships and work, there will always be a distinct line drawn.

I'm a bitch at work...but I'm a saint outside work.

Sigh... I can't blame you guys for loving this bitch, even at work. Thank you very much.