Not mine to lose

Sometimes, I wonder, would it be possible to feel upset over something you lost when you never had it at the first place?

It is possible but it's not yours to lose at the first place. That's what I keep telling myself.

Nowadays, I tend to feel as if I lost valuable things and after I did a reality check, I don't own anything valuable to lose. They're not mine to lose.

Dumb Val.