Denial?

I woke up with a heavy heart.

I've learnt more about myself and did some self reflections over what happened. No doubt it was pure bliss, I was gliding on the rainbow and floating from Cloud 9 to 900, reality began to sink in that I can't stay on the clouds forever. I must prepare myself to fall down back to earth when the storm comes.

Yes, I know the storm will appear eventually and the clouds could no longer hold me but perhaps living in the denial that the cloud is strong enough to hang on to me despite the coming of the storm would be of great worth. I am already feeling the pain now, I wonder how much worse it could be if ......Or I should just glide down to earth gracefully on the rainbow while it is still there by the cloud.

At least the fall won't be as painful then??